Dear Friend.

Yesterday I broke your heart. And inadvertently, without realising it at the time, I broke mine too. And now you hate me, and all I want is to have you back. I didn't realise exactly how much you meant to me, and how much I needed you, until I let you go.
But I can't find it in myself to ask for you back. It seems too cruel.
Because a few months down the line I'll be gone, and this would just happen all over again.
And I can't do that.
You won't even read this, but I just needed to say that I miss you.
And I'm so, so sorry.